[	mood	|	bored	]
[	music	|	Murder Reigns- Ja Rule	]

Well on July 16 2005. I set ma alarm clock for 8:50am for July 17 2005! I didn't wake up till 10:00am.So I got up and got ready and whatever else you know! Then I called Christopher to let him know I was on my way to his house! I lefted at 10:45am and got to his house at 11:25am. I walked to his house and it took like like 40mins to get there! Could of took ma bike but my bike was at Christophers.So I walked! Well I got to his house and he was sleeping, so I woke him up! Then we ate breakfast! Yup yes we did. We watched skate videos on the computer,played video games, took a nap for 1hour! :). Then we played Battleship and I won!. and we also played CLUE. Christopher won both games. The second game he cheated.lmao! Then we ate dinner and watched some t.v. At 8:00pm we went for a bike ride downtown n down at da river then stoped at the store n the skatepark for a few mins.. Then we came home cuddled on da couch on watched t.v then ma mom called at like 9:15pm n said she was coming to pick me up! So she came and got me at 9:30pm. I got home and my brother Corey was over so we went for a bike ride down to out friend Kyles house at like 10:00pm. No one was there. Then we saw him drive by so we talked to him and his girlfriend Camay was there too. So me and Corey brong our bikes home and got some money and met Kyle and Camay at the corner and they picked us up and took us to Buger King. Then we went to Mcdonalds for Kyle and Camay and me and Corey ate our Buger King in Mcdonalds.lmao. It was cool. Then we just chit chatted for like 30mins to an hour. then around 11:00pm they dropped me and Corey off at home and that was it! Then I went on the computer to talk to Christopher and then got off wrote Christopher a letter and drew him a picture.lmao. Didn't turn out to well.lmao But it was cute and I know he would love it.lmao! Then I went to bed! That was my day and night! Yes it was! I love you Christopher!!! xox   Love you all xox

Love:Crystal:)

                    xox

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	Mesmerize-Ja Rule ft. Ashanti	]

hEY EveryonEe!

Well I woke up at 1:00pm today! Called Christopher back, talked to him for a lil bit, cleaned the house and my room for my momMy! So she didn't have to clean when she got home from work! Went on MSN for a lil bit. got ready to go to Christophers. When my mom got home at like 5:10pm I called Christopher to let him know I was leaving now to go to his house! He met me at the Assumption Lights!!! Then we went to the fish store bought a Newt for his tank! Then we went to his house. We were listening to music, play fighting it was so fun.lmao..!! Yes Yes it was! I love you Christopher!! xox. Then around 8:00pm we went to bowlero for Rock,N,Bowl or w.e you call it.lmao. then we walked around and got our bowling balls for 8:30pm then we played till like 10:10pm. Went back to his house, ate watched t.v and cuddled on the coutch then at 11:20pm I said good-bye to everyone and they tool me home! Now I'm just writing this and going to bed soon! Love you all!! xox

Love:Crystal:)a.k.a Mrs.Ruttler:)

                        xox

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	From This Moment On-Shania Twain	]

hEY everyonEe!!! Hows it going? Here nothing! Srry havn't updated on my journal lately, been busy! Yesterday I was with Christopher!!!:). We went for a bike ride down to the River and around and everything, then went to the fish store for like 10-15mins. It was funny! Omg.. you dont need to know.lmao Dont feel like typing! Anyways then we ate dinner and watched the "Stepford Wifves" it was an ok movie! I liked it cuz I watched it with Christopher! Today I went on MSN for like 20mins then played Video Games, talked to Christopher on the phone, clean the house and my room. Then Christopher came over around 5:30pm then we went for a bike ride in Malden then went for a walk in the forest thingy there! Then at 6:45pm we went to his house and ate dinner.. then we made a park on the computer! watched a skate movie then went to Camays house and stayed there for like 40mins and Kyle was there! Fun Fun!!. Then we got home and Christopher Biked me home!! Now I'm talking to him on the computer:)! Damn do I ever LOVE this boy! And I'm lucky to have him! I LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER! If you see this! Anyways! I had a great night! And now I'm just writing this... Love you all!

Love:Crystal:)

                           xox

[	mood	|	sad, I Miss Christopher!!	]
[	music	|	If You Wanna Touch Her, Ask-Shania Twain	]

hEY EveryoneEe!

Srry havn't writin in my journal for a few days, been busy. Well thoes days I didn't write all I was doing was hanging out with my baby Christopher:). I love you! xox.. Anyways. I sleapt over my best friend Tania's house lastnight after I got home from Christophers. Then I got home around 1:30pm today.Called Christopher! Went on MSN to talk to people! Then at 3:00pm I went with my mom to the bank, to the Casino to go get my Aunt cuz she works there! Then we went to her house then at 4:40pm me and my mom lefted to go pick my dad up from work, dropped him off at home then went out to get some Corn on the Cob for dinner!! Yummy love it!! Then we got homea round 6:00pm then I called Christopher, talked to him for a couple of minutes:(!! Then I went on msn! Then at 9:00pm John came by so I had to chill with him!!. cuz ma momMy said! Then I came in at 9:30pm and called Christopher but Kyle was there so he couldn't talk to me!! So I called back like 5mins later to tell him to call me when Kyle lefted so he said he was leaving now and he'd call me back in a few mintues. Then he called we only talked for like 8minutes:(. Becuz his dad's mom called so ya! Then I came on MSN! cuz you know thats always fun to do! And I miss Christopher :(. Hes sleeping at Kyles tonight so he said He'll go online to talk to me:). Cant wait!.lmao.. I cant see him till Wednesday!! :( Becuz tomorrow he is skatin with Kyle n this guy from West 49 so ya.. all well! Well t2yl Love you all! xox

Love:Crystal:)

                         xox

[	mood	|	tired	]
[	music	|	Just Lose It-Eminem	]

My day yesterday! Well I did nothing at all, all day. I wrote a journal to my best friend Tania!! I wanted to cry.lmao. Anyways. At 7:00pm I went to Christophers cuz I was bored and missed him so much.lmao Then we ate dinner, watched skate videos, went to the park and played Badmintine for 20mins then came home. we had a fire out back with the family and had Marshmellows and Hotdogs.Yummy! Then I got home around 11:00pm and went on the computer! And now I'm doing this!! Well g2g byebye Love ya xox

Love:Crystal:)

                  xox 

[	mood	|	worried, I might lose you girl	]
[	music	|	When The Music Stops-Eminem	]

hEY everyonEe! I know I already wrote in my journal today but who cares becuz I dont!.lmao.. Anyways! Well I didn't get to bed till 5am(mourning) wow! I was talking to SEXY, me and her han't talked in so long so it felt good to talk to her again!.lmao.. I sure did learn more about you SEXY.lmao thats funny!!:(. Anyways. I was playing NEOPETS!.lmao SHUT UP. I havn't played that in forever! I was playing it cuz I was bored and it kept me becuz. I took like 4pics. haha!! Right now I'm talking to my VERY ONE AND ONLY BEST FRIEND TANIA! I love you girl with all my heart more then anything ok! You were always there for me and I was always there for you! And we still are! Just to bad we couldn't see eachother all that much anymore! And I regret when I lived in Polonia Park we didn't hang out much either even tho it was like a 10min walk! :(. I wish we would of chilled everyone second,min,hours together in the day! I would of loved that! Remember all the things we did! Fight over LadyBugs! Man that was crazy.lmao. When you chocked me to get your gum back cuz I didn't wanna give it back! Remember how every Saturday we'd get money from our moms and go sumwhere to buy them sumthing and how we'd open the bar doors and yelll then run away! Crazy and how we'd kicked on that old ladies door on the way to school then she called da cops and they saw you but I wasn't there.! You stuck up for me! Remember our lil fort we'd get a uniforme and bring tools and everything to work on it.lmao Great times! But as we grew up things just changed! I moved away and my mom wouldn't let me see you anymore but I still called you and nothing stopped us from hanging out.! Your mom would drive you down to the school cuz the school was right across form my house! Then one day I packed me suff to go live with you and MY MOM YELLED AT ME:(. Then I cryed for ever! So my mom felt bad and talked to my dad and they let us see eachother again:). I was so happy! Remember when you rode your bite to my house and then Michael was in the way and he broke your bike! LMAO. That wa funny! Remember when we were at the mall in SPENCERS and we were looking at thoes cards and some guy was like "Ya'll 2 young to be looking at that, if you wanna look at sumthing look at mine."lmao.That was great! But Tania remember at your 16th PARTY! Your mom read you something and she said "Crystal she said she'd come back to you and now look at you two" And you just started balling your eyes out! Who was there for you to cry over her shoulders? It was Me Tania! Remember cuz I do. and I know you remember too! I really do wish we hung out alot in Polonia Park! But I'm still with you Tania in your heart! And your in my heart for ever and always no matter how much we HATE eachother,like if we did.lmao. I LOVE YOU TANIA OK! I REALLY DO! I'm always thinking about you becuz your my best friend! I love the facted you called me and said you and Derek broke up! Becuz it made me feel good becuz I'm your best friend and you told me! Thx Tania! I'd do the same! I tell you everything! All my lil secrets even if there Embarrasseing things! I didn't care becuz your my best friend, I could never tell anyone my lil secrets like that! I dont know what I'd do without out you T!! XOX! Your if I lost you!. I'd just die! Now look at us!:(. Its so sad. we never see eachother anymore! and I hate it! I cant wait till you get a car n when I get a car. I'll always wanna be with you! Well T. I just want you too know I love you ok! And forever!

Love:Crystal:) "Your Best Friend Forever"!!

                    xox

[	mood	|	thirsty at the momment.lmao	]
[	music	|	Superman-Eminem	]

hEY everyonEe! Well yesterday I got up at 12:00pm and went on the computer,showered..went on the computer more.. Cleaned the house a bit before my momMy got home from work.lmao. Went on the computer some more.then made something to eat for Me,lil bro n lil sis.. Yummy Nuggets.lmao.It was good.lmao. Then went on the computer some more talked to my Coco Nut! yay I love you girl!! *kisses You*..lmao. Then around 6:00pm Christopher called:). He told me to go over so I got ready and went to his house.We watched King Of Queens, then when his momMy and everybody else came home we watched the tape we made when he taped me up if you read my journal from Monday<-----...Me and Christopher watched skating on the computer and I had to name the tricks they did.Then we order pizza!! Yummy. we each got half a box.lmao.. It was good.. Then after dinner, me and Christopher went outside and skated out back and I was learning how to do more tricks so I can get better at it:).. Oh YA!! I Love You So Much Christopher*BIG HUGS AND KISSES FOR YOU*!! Then I came home for 10:00pm. Then I played Habbo on the computer! Thats always fun.lmao keeps me busy anyways!!.. Then I looked at Coco Nuts site thingy. And Signed SEXY's website!! Now I'm doing this and talking on msn!.lmao. PeacEe.. Love you all!! xox

Love:Crystal:)

                    xox

[	mood	|	bored	]
[	music	|	Silence- Delirium	]

Well I woke up at 12:00pm and went on msn.Of coures. I have to have the computer! My life!!..lmao. Well today I didn't do much. I watched T.V! I havn't watched t.v in like for ever!.lmao. Only when I'm at Christophers..Well I went on msn some more for hours! I also took alot of Pictures:).man Fun Fun for EveryonEe! I'll show u a pic!!  I updated the pics in my website here it is... www.freewebs.com/still_lovinu_baby If you go to it please Sign the guest book!! yay.. Well. now all I'm doing is listenin to music and talking to Alicia!! Yay!! and writing this of coures! Well PeacEe! Love ya all

Love:Crystal:)

                   xox

[	mood	|	From Today, WOW!	]
[	music	|	Nothing To Lose-Billy Talent	]

Well today!! Omg! It was cool! Well me and Brittney woke up at 12:00pm. We went one msn for a bit and called Jimmy AT 12:45PM! Then me and Brittney started to walk to go to Taco Bell. Then Brittney was like well "Why dont we go to the corner store and get some raviolie to save us from the walk" I was like "well your the guest you pick either Taco Bell or Raviolie" And we stood there for 10mins going back and forth you picks what! Then this kid Jake walked by and I said "Should we go to the store and get some Raviolie or Taco Bell, We are havnin a hard time picking.lmao"..He was like "Taco Bell" "Taco Bell it is then" I said. So me and Britt walked down the ally and got on the other road and we stopped and started saying where should we go.lmao. It was great. Then we finally decided to go to Taco Bell. We got there got 2combos you know and ate there, then we left and went to Jimmys. We went sat at Jimmys for a little while then we came here to get a drink. Then all 3of us just sat on someone elses lawn and talked for a couple of hours. Then me and Brittney came home and ate, we went on msn for a little bit and then her dad was here at 4:10pm. When we lefted I cleaned my room and called Christopher to tell him I was on my way to his place! I lefted at 4:45pm and got there at 5:00pm.. When I got there I had some Ice Cream! Ha! And then me and Marissa(my bf's sis) went to Shoppers and got some eggs and candy.lmao. Her dad got a little mad but we lived.lmao. So me,Christopher and Corey(my bro) went up stairs and watched skating...Omg! ok now.. This is the good stuff.lmao.Well Corey called his girlfriend and Christopher got some tape! so he decided to tape my arms then he like practicly taped me legs and everything. They took me outside and just like completely taped me to the Basketball poll! It was great. Then they taped a helmet thing to my head and they were just being stupid. And then Christopher taped a bix to my face but took that off and they got a worm and threw it on me and I flipped out and everything. Then he threw it again and it went in my mouth! It was nasty.lmao! But we laughed so hard.lmao. It was great.I was like yelling alot.lmao.. Then I told Chris I had a itchy ont he side of my nose, btut wut does he do he sticks his fingers in my nose!! and puts it in my mouth! Sick pig I tell you!.Never ask him to do something for you because he will do something nasty.lmao. Then he decides to take the hose out and spray it in my face.lmao. It was funny as hell. you had to be there to laugh.lmao. We got it all on film!.lmao. Then after we watched it and it was great.I look so GAY tho and FUNNY!.lmao..Ya. then we had supper and all. Me and Corey lefted about 8:45pm to come home! And now I'm on msn,listenin to music and talking to people and writing this long ass journal.lmao.. Well PeacEe.lmao Love ya xoxox

Love:Crystal:)
             xox

[	mood	|	happy	]
[	music	|	Dont Phunk With My Heart-Black Eyed Peas	]

Well lets see what I did today! I woke up at 12:30pm. Wow still its a little early for me, but all well! After I called my friend Brittney to see if she was coming down to Windsor still to stay over night! And she said yes. She got here around 4:10pm. So we took a bus and got dropped off infront of the skate park and walked to Christopher's house(My bf). Then from his house we walked downtown and went to McDonalds for supper. It was fun. Then we walked downtown and omg this guy came up to us and was like "You 2 were the first girls that are skinny, the rest are fat.".lmao. Britt that was so weird but funny. Then he was like "If you 2 weren't so young I would talk to you" It was nasty. Cause it was like an old man.lmao!!! Anyways. Then we went down to the Freedom fest just walking around and looking. At 7:50pm we waiting at the bus stop till 8:15pm then we got off at the Skate park because Christopher(my bf),Corey(my bro). and some of my other friends were there so we stayed there for half hour and I called Christophers dad(my bf) to drive me home:).lmao. So then he dropped us off at the store, and we walked the rest of the way home. And then we went to the store! It was fun fun for everyonEe!! Hahahha.. Ya we had the best day today. probley doesn't seem that fun but it was..Then we came on msn! Yay. and now I'm just listenin to music and writing in my journal as you can see:D.. Thank You For reading it! Love you all!!

Love:Crystal:)

                   xox